Hello, I am basically a gal who loves God, her family and of course her dear dear Clark. Hmm not to forget my friends too! Currently in the process of finding out what she really wants to do for her life and prays that everyday is a good day with all her loved ones. :)

A few weeks had passed.
and i would say sometimes i dread the passing of the day.
sometimes i still find it hard to accept
sometimes i try to pass it off with something else.

people sometimes choose to move to another place
because it might remind them too much
it's true.
i dun wanna sound weak
but in some ways i m.

Cel bought a book a for me
called the Shack.
about a man's real life encounter with God.
if it's true i think it's really inspiring in many ways.
Firstly the man is a person whose daughter got abducted
and murdered in a shack while they are on a camping trip.
Years later, he received a letter from God to meet him
in the shack again.

i didn't read it in details yet but those that i have
simply match the teachings of our church about God.
so i m more confident of the reliability of the story.

I planned to write out a list of lessons i took away
but to cut the long story short. I decided to just share
the biggest lesson.

1) That God will do anything to reach out to you and to show you He loves you.

Another one is that
2) He is more interested in relationships than the religiosity of the world and just because He can make something good out of a tragedy doesn't mean He's the source of them.

He's a good God.
i just hope my tears can stop flowing at times.