Hello, I am basically a gal who loves God, her family and of course her dear dear Clark. Hmm not to forget my friends too! Currently in the process of finding out what she really wants to do for her life and prays that everyday is a good day with all her loved ones. :)

1 wk had passed...
hmm i still find it hard to accept that he is not here anymore.
mummy urging me to cut off his hp line
= i have to delete his contact from my phone.
A practical action to do
but somehow...

During Asia Conference, Benny Hinn mentioned that God's calling comes first.
Therefore he is not 'married' to his wife but to the ministry that God has given to him. John Bevere who came during january mentioned that we will be judged according to whether we have fulfilled the calling that God has given to us.
Therefore it can be seen that fulfilling the calling of God is very important in our lives. But I really wonder is the calling of God really only in the ministry that we are serving Him in?

I always felt that there is more than one thing in life that God has called us to fulfill. And I felt that the greatest calling in our life might not just be the ministry or church that we are serving in. (not that ministry and church are not important)

I felt that our Greatest calling in life is to love and serve our life partner.
Why so? Because apostle Paul once wrote that Husbands love your wives just as Christ love the church and Wives honor and submit to your husbands. Also Jesus said that when a man and woman are joined together in marriage, they are to be as one. He also mentioned that What will a man profit if he gains the whole world but loses his very own soul.

So if you and ur husband/wife is join together as one, it shld means that the soul you shared is now unified and treated as one as well right? which also means if you gain the whole world but loses your own soul(wife/husband) what profit do you really get?

Therefore I do not quite agree with what Pst Benny Hinn implies about putting his wife as the second place to his ministry. (He is still a great man of God in my opinion despite this). Because what good wld it be if you gain the whole world but loses the greatest calling that God has called you in?

In conclusion, i totally agree with Pst Kong that though he loves the church and would die for the church, he still loves Sun more than the church. Because Sun is the greatest calling that God has given to him. To serve her and to love her and of course and vice versa.

Just a revelation i got and purely my personal opinion.