Hello, I am basically a gal who loves God, her family and of course her dear dear Clark. Hmm not to forget my friends too! Currently in the process of finding out what she really wants to do for her life and prays that everyday is a good day with all her loved ones. :)

A long weekend for me.
Actually thought of spending it more luxuriously
since it was neither my group's duty week
nor my additional duty week since i cleared mine last week.

well... i seriously thought i was not going to hold the set
ha hmm cause it was more like an odd group week.
but nevertheless still did.
So i had to rush extensively on sat once again.
Cgm, bs with my member, duty, then cel at Swensens with one of the leader
talking abt swensen i was a little bit irritated.
i suggested swensens tat day
n asked everyone
they said ok
but lo and behold there was a long queue.
then everybody started to push the blame to me.
Sad cause it was not like i blindfold everyone to there
everyone agreed. Argh... nvm. I hope they still love me despite having to wait for another 30 mins.
Only at midnight then we got to eat. haha.

Then on sunday was activated for extra duty.
If there are any ushers reading this blog
can i tell u all something?
Hmm when u desire to rise up do know that it just means you are a more high class servant.
haha. i din say that. Pst Meng did in SOT.
it's true, it simply means you are more committed to serve God.
It really ain't very glamorous most of the times.
the countless briefings, debriefings, disciplings by SLs above, pastors and even some congregations.
the countless amount of time set aside to take the time to disciple your team and worry abt them,
the time to train yourself operationally and make sure you are up to it to be an example for others to follow
And Most of the times you are so TIRED but yet you came for just one more duty, one more extra mile
You don't get a salary
but All that you are doing only for One Person - Jesus

Y am i saying all these again?
maybe cause i need to remind myself what m i doing all these for
I was a bit tired today
ok maybe it's an understatement
i am physically tired.
I literally drag myself out of the bed
to take one more step for God.

I hope i made a difference to someone.