Hello, I am basically a gal who loves God, her family and of course her dear dear Clark. Hmm not to forget my friends too! Currently in the process of finding out what she really wants to do for her life and prays that everyday is a good day with all her loved ones. :)

was reading God's generals these few days

talk about the great works done by the 'pioneers' in the early 19th and 20th century. of course, these aren't really the pioneers, i mean there are the apostles during Christ's time and the prophets before that.

One thing characterise them, i.e. they moved in great supernatural signs and wonders and revivals... however, not all of them have a good ending. seriously quite a number of them fall into traps and doesn't really have a good ending. One of them even formed a cult and fall into doctrinal errors. but it proves one thing - God works with imperfect people.

Actually i feel that God really uses a lot of methods. With some, He moved in healing, some deliverance, some prayers and stuff but He seems to only have one purpose - to win the hearts of men back to Himself. It really touches me a lot to see the extent He would do to be closer to us.

I don't know if i m called to be in the five-fold ministry. probably not since i have not exactly discovered any ministry gifts that i can work in. what exactly do i have? i don't know for sure yet. but one thing i learn, if i have a choice in what to preach to the people, i want to help people to fall in love with God more and more. I think ultimately this is what God wants. He does a lot of things to reconcile us back to Him. I can't find a greater Father than Him.