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Thursday, July 26, 2007 | 2:33 AM

my testimony.

i used to be a quitter. whenever i felt like it i would quit a cca, a tuition class. i would do anything to get myself out of it.
but when Christ came into my life. i saw how over the years He really changed my life.

At 15 to 16 - my first year of salvation. i was like overweight back then. i started gaining weight when i was 7+ so i had been overweight for like 9 yrs? naturally i was being enrolled into the TAF club. ha. anyway in the past i would slack or pass of a mc that says i got asthma (cause the doc diagnosed me to have during childhood) then i can got off the club. but that year when i got saved, i became like ok run run loh. so i would join the club to go other places to run, to hike and stuff. and guess wat i lost weight. TATA. i never knew i could do it. and the school even gave me a prize for that. dotz.

At 16 - my o level year. i was all along an average student and the stress of studies pressurized me so much that i felt like quitting school when i was in sec 3. but i din gave up and i was the top student, 7 distinctions, best in geo and higher chinese (which happen to be the prizes i really want to win) of my cohort!

At 19 - something happened to me in my usher ministry. i was only a young helper back then. but that incident really make me very disillusioned with the ministry and lose some faith in my leaders. i cried for 3 days straight wondering should i continue in the ministry. anyway i persevere and today i become a TL.

i remembered when i was still a young christian and was facing a lot of stress from my Os and As, my ex-member once told me this before. you can do it because u r peifen. then my ex team ic also told me the same thing.

nope. i can do it not because i m peifen but because of Him who lives in me. like what pst mike said, i look wonderful on the outside but struggling with a lot of things in the inside.

there's a song that express how i feel.



A1 - Like A Rose Lyrics

AND AS I LOOK INTO YOUR EYES
I SEE AN ANGEL IN DISGUISE
SENT FROM GOD ABOVE
FOR ME TO LOVE
TO HOLD AND IDOLISE

AND AS I HOLD YOUR BODY NEAR
I'LL SEE THIS MONTH THROUGH TO A YEAR
AND THEN FOREVER ON
TIL LIFE IS GONE
I'LL KEEP YOUR LOVING NEAR

AND NOW I'VE FINALLY FOUND MY WAY
TO LEAD ME DOWN THIS LONELY ROAD
ALL I HAVE TO DO
IS FOLLOW YOU
TO LIGHTEN OFF MY LOAD

YOU TREAT ME LIKE A ROSE
YOU GIVE ME ROOM TO GROW
YOU SHONE THE LIGHT OF LOVE ON ME
AND GAVE ME AIR SO I CAN BREATHE
YOU OPEN DOORS THAT CLOSE
IN A WORLD WHERE ANYTHING GOES
YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH SO I STAND TALL
WITHIN THIS BED OF EARTH
JUST LIKE A ROSE

AND WHEN I FEEL LIKE HOPE IS GONE
YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH TO CARRY ON
EACH TIME I LOOK AT YOU
THERE'S SOMETHING NEW
TO KEEP OUR LOVING STRONG

I HEAR YOU WHISPER IN MY EAR
ALL OF THE WORDS I LONG TO HEAR
OF HOW YOU'LL ALWAYS BE
HERE NEXT TO ME
TO WIPE AWAY MY TEARS

AND NOW I'VE FINALLY FOUND MY WAY
TO LEAD ME DOWN THIS LONELY ROAD
ALL I HAVE TO DO
IS FOLLOW YOU
TO LIGHTEN OFF MY LOAD

YOU TREAT ME LIKE A ROSE
YOU GIVE ME ROOM TO GROW
YOU SHONE THE LIGHT OF LOVE ON ME
AND GAVE ME AIR SO I CAN BREATHE
YOU OPENED DOORS I CLOSED
IN A WORLD WHERE ANYTHING GOES
YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH SO I STAND TALL
WITHIN THIS BED OF EARTH
JUST LIKE A ROSE

AND THOUGH THE SEASONS CHANGE
OUR LOVE REMAINS THE SAME
YOU FACE THE THUNDER
WHEN THE SUNSHINE TURNS TO RAIN
JUST LIKE A ROSE

YOU TREAT ME LIKE A ROSE
YOU GIVE ME ROOM TO GROW
YOU SHONE THE LIGHT OF LOVE ON ME
AND GAVE ME AIR SO I CAN BREATHE
YOU OPENED DOORS I CLOSED
IN A WORLD WHERE ANYTHING GOES
YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH SO I STAND TALL
WITHIN THIS BED OF EARTH
JUST LIKE A ROSE

YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH SO I STAND TALL
WITHIN THIS BED OF EARTH
JUST LIKE A ROSE

i may take a longer time than required but i m not a quitter.
at the very least i will be responsible for my actions.
maturity is the ability to accept responsibilty.