Hello, I am basically a gal who loves God, her family and of course her dear dear Clark. Hmm not to forget my friends too! Currently in the process of finding out what she really wants to do for her life and prays that everyday is a good day with all her loved ones. :)

it's close to 2 am now n i m waiting for my hair to be dry. later at 8 plus in the morning i still have SOT orientation. from last thurs to mon afternoon, it's going to be so maddening.

first i want to share about the power of confession. i so believe in that most of the times when i confess something it's not by pure faith. most of the times i know it's going to happen. i do not know whether this constitutes to be a gift of the holy spirit or not is that i know n i know if the holy spirit is here. like for instance, i can tell if God's power is really healing a person or flowing through him. so when i confess, i will know if it's a word from God or my own silly thoughts.

anyway i was telling dear sometime ago that i hope to be a runner for the chief usher (CU) for benny hinn services. i had never been a runner before and usually for mega events like this i usually dun get picked. but at that time when i spoke to dear i know i will be one although chances r like quite small. in any case, huierl on thurs night asked for my availability and i became alex choh's (80) primary runner for all the 3 services. i do not know if i was the first choice or watsoever but i know if God had spoken to me it means that i got something to learn from in this position. In any case, it was really quite exciting to run with him. meeting up with people i would most probably not deal with at my level, watching how he deal with church stuff, benny hinn's ministry people, the guests, VIPs, unreasonable congregation and AT the same time running the whole show of ushering at Singapore indoor stadium i can only say i m quite amazed by his capacity. of course chief ushers have to have a certain level of capacity. but knowing is one things and it's another thing to see him doing all these in action. to see how he talks to the people with such confidence even though in actual fact all the things he plan went haywire on the first night. there were so many unreasonable people from all walks of life n yet he does not back away from his stand. it was so cool.

but the thing that he inspires me the most is his attitude to his ushers n leaders. he Really Trusts his people and stand up for their decisions. When a person claim that a certain who n who said this, he would back them up but if it's really that leader's mistake he would take the blame first in front of the congregation n rectify it. Sometimes i dun do things to the perfection but he really inspires me to serve because of his attitude. Even when the whole plan does not happen he still knows what he is doing as well.

the only thing is my legs really hurt from so much running in that heels of mine. the pressure was so high on my feet.
will blog more about the services later on. but i m really amazed by his attitude n capacity.