Hello, I am basically a gal who loves God, her family and of course her dear dear Clark. Hmm not to forget my friends too! Currently in the process of finding out what she really wants to do for her life and prays that everyday is a good day with all her loved ones. :)

Just finished my breakfast. yum. :) no doubt it's already hmm week 10 and ending soon and the exams are coming in 1 month's time. I should have been stressed and everything but it's a long time since i feel so relazed (nope, relaz is not spelt wrongly, i m so relaxed that i feel like sleeping) that i jus wanna take a bit time off to enjoy this morning. when will i ever be able to relax for an afternoon at some cafe by the river at some faraway exotic country?

i once heard this from a woman who is a big superstar but neglects all her children when they were in the process of growing up. All her children grew up to be beautiful children but having abnormal weird personalities. At 40 plus she had another pregnancy but was miscarriaged. Her children though disliked their mother for neglecting them since young still went to visit her on her sick bed. She cried and confessed to them about neglecting them when they were young. She said, ' it's true that life's hard, full of sad events but yet i choose to give birth to every single one of you despite the fact that i m a big star and brought u up without ur fathers (all the children have different fathers).' And she went to say something that really touches me. " But life is still good. A nice movie, an unforgettable someone, the sunset, the flowers blooming and the chirping of the birds. Thus, i still choose to give birth to you because life is still overall good.'

Goodness even a woman with this background can feel so positive about life. She had had so many affairs and children bore by different fathers and neglect them in their childhood but yet still know that so long as you are living, life is still good in many ways. I am sick and tired of hearing people ramble life's misfortunates, about somebody hurting them. It's always them and their problems and when you try to console them it's always That line - You never know what i m going through. I am not saying sometimes i dun act like that but Pls if you go on like this you would never enjoy life. If a mistake had been done to you or you have already make a mistake, let them go. I've been through times of holding on to these hurts and guess wat? They really hurt. ha.

Enjoy life. It is good because God created life. Of all the species on this earth, He chose to give you a mind and emotions to think and feel this world. He could have numbed your feeling so that you would not experience any of that but He chose to believe in you that you would be stronger after the hurts and enjoy life when you are happy.

You only have about 80 plus years. stop complaining abt things like i never choose to be give birth why mus i y mus i etc. Since you are already here, make it a good one.

Smile and the world will smile with you.