Hello, I am basically a gal who loves God, her family and of course her dear dear Clark. Hmm not to forget my friends too! Currently in the process of finding out what she really wants to do for her life and prays that everyday is a good day with all her loved ones. :)

I just woke up from my 11hr sleep. could have slept more but forced myself to wake up cause dun wan to sleep so long. this year christmas we really have a lot of salvations. a lot a lot. good cause this year i m really tired.
On sat, i was very upset with my team. i feel that i have already done all i could yet i still dun see the change in you. When i called you to ask where are you n why is it that u r not here yet. u sound as if i m disturbing you what you want to do. so i cried when i was on the phone with one of my usher. very tired. sigh. sometimes i really feel not appreciated. Because i m not a good team leader, i sometimes asked myself. but still, so long as i m still your team leader n i will take care of you all in love because you r my responsibility. But i m also happy with some of my ushers esp JJ. it really lift up my heart to see them serving God n bringing friends to please God even though they are facing po and r tired. JJ come n tell me it was a breakthrough for him that as he serves God, his family relations got better n less po. Even though he brought many friends, he will say sorry peifen if cannot be i will still report on time n meet them later or i will serve in the zone i m ushering in. He also serves 2 extra services! SO proud of you! :) of course the rest of my ushers are very hardworking as well. I appreciate everyone of u. sorry if i din mention ur name. It's just tat JJ is a very new usher n used to face serious PO yet he already shows maturity in his actions in serving God. For those not mentioned you have done a great work as well! :)

I need a holiday. i believe many of the people in my age felt that way too. This year i m tired out from certain things n i want to strengthen myself first before i move on. I seriously need a break. a short one to strengthen myself with God's word first.

CG party yest was fun n many nice food. Thank you for all ur presents. Thanks Benjamin. i know you have been searching for my bag very very hard. Thank you.

Just to side-track a bit. yest svc was a miracle. the forecast was only 2000-4000. but yet i think at least 8k came n we got to laid every available chair we can find. God is a miraculous God. He really exceeds our expectations. Many decisions. even conference room also got. amazing.

Thot of the day: Happy birthday my Savior...