Hello, I am basically a gal who loves God, her family and of course her dear dear Clark. Hmm not to forget my friends too! Currently in the process of finding out what she really wants to do for her life and prays that everyday is a good day with all her loved ones. :)

went for bs on lesson 4 of GOHS. Pst CK shared a lot on how u can't please everybody with your words. very true indeed. i never regret my earlier post because as a fren of God n you i have to make a stand. Was talking to bao that if u truly love someone there's no way u would have thot that they don't exist. try telling me my mom doesn't exist. She promises to take care of me, to love, to protect me. Does that equal to my life is a bed of roses? No. yet she is always there with me. sometimes things happen so i can grow stronger. the words she said came to pass is it coincidence?No because she is wiser than me so she def knew wat will happen. Yet my mom exists because I know her and love her. So is God because I know God personally. Of course i would have doubt my mom exists if all i ever knew about her is what people tell me. Like hey peifen your mom is great. She loves you. and all i ever talk to her is through letters not having a real conversation. maybe i would have doubts. But no. i talked face to face with her. So have i talked face to face with God so i know He exists.

Frankly speaking all the arguments put forward by people can be overthrown very easily. Because those are just human wisdom or wisdom of the world. I find that it is easier to prove God exists than to find evidence that He doesn't. The most important thing I felt is people did not believe or choose to depend on themselves because they do not LOVE God. they have never love Him and knew who He is really like. Like what bible says, how can anyone leave God if he or she really knew how God is like? How can i leave my mom? How can i leave my dad? How can i leave my family and friends? How can i leave dear? Cannot be because i love them.

Christianity is never a religion. It is a love relationship. i have heard remarks like hey our church ushers very bad one hoh. people scolding ushers for letting them queue up at jw staircase 5 n 6 for emerge and the people surrounding cheer for them for scolding the ushers. Y Like That? This is a family. A family exalts and honors their lesser members not demean them. Of course these cases are rare and there is no perfect church. My church is a very good church and a church that seeks God and love others. But it's really immature people like these tat cause my blood to boil. Please even though bible says that in the end times, there will be wolves in sheep clothing in good churches trying to sow discord, let's really repent and have a genuine love relationship with God and others. Let's walk together in love. I am not perfect, if in certain cases I am rude PLS remind me with love not harshly that lest I preach to others and I myself am disqualified from the race.

Let's talk abt something on a less serious note. Christmas is coming! I can't wait to give gifts. Giving is more blessed than to receive though I don't mind receiving lots of gifts! Out of the gifts I have received in all my life and occassions I have received 2 of the best gifts in Christmas! The first one is God's Son! The other one's identity is a secret. I received this gift from God last year Christmas on 22nd Dec 2005. :)

Thot of the day: Many many things to plan and buy. financial blessings come, come, come.