Hello, I am basically a gal who loves God, her family and of course her dear dear Clark. Hmm not to forget my friends too! Currently in the process of finding out what she really wants to do for her life and prays that everyday is a good day with all her loved ones. :)

I am angry. Real angry at what my ex member says abt God n with the kind of attitude she is having.
REAL ANGRY because God is not at all like what she says. She thinks she knows God but she doesn't. She is saying things abt THE PERSON I LOVE MOST in this world that are totally not true so i m ANGRY. I am angry for her know-it-all attitude. She thinks she knows everything. She thinks only she can help herself. Fine with it.

I am sad because i recalled of the happy times we used to share. I am sad because you have forsaken your dream to help the needy ppl by becoming a nurse. I am sad because you choose not to love God anymore. I am sad because the girl i used to know had died.

I am happy because I know this is not the end. I am happy because I choose to believe you will come back. Although u have said u won't but haven't you said before you won't backslide also. I choose to believe that like Peter, Jesus will come n draw you back. I am happy because i know that when you have trouble and you call upon the name of the Lord, God will still save you no matter wat. BECAUSE HE LOVES YOU.

Bye bye for now chundi. you may choose to believe that your body will disintegrate into the elements. i think so also. but God will give you a new body. But where to enjoy ur new body - Heaven or Hell you choose. this is a fact and a law. i can choose not to believe in gravitational forces but i will still fall whenever i jump. but at least like what Bro Kim Hock said before, at least you made your choice to stay with the devil and be happy there. and not half here half there cause the Lord will puke you out of the mouth.

i know you can be successful without God. Y not? even the devil can promise glories and riches and the world to Jesus. But i know i can be even more successful with God.

if not like what Dan 3: 16 - 18 says Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-Nego answered and said to the king, "O Nebuchadnezzar, we have no need to answer you in this matter. If that is the case, our God whom we serve is able to deliever us from the burning fiery furnace, and He will deliever us from your hand, O king. But if not let it be known to you, O king, that we do not serve your gods, nor will we worship the gold image which you have set up."

v25 "Look!" he answered, "I see four men loosed, walking in the midst of the fire; and they are not hurt, and the form of the fourth is like the Son of God."

Father God, one good thing comes out from this our faith towards You burn ever stronger. One may have fall but You have prepared for Yourself millions of whom who will not bow down towards the world. For so many years, people have criticised, persecute us for our faith saying that it will not stand. but yet Your kingdom is growing not because of our effort alone but because God who can stand in the presence of Your great love. God let this be an everlasting relationship with You. Doesn't matter if we get successful or not if we do praise the Lord but if not, doesn't matter if everything in this world is an coincidence or whether we can help ourselves to be successful or not.

Lord I follow you not because of all these. My leaders, my friends, my family and my dear follows You because nothing on this earth can separate us from Your love to us. We are more than conquerors. We are not here on this earth for the sake of conqueror here and there. Our primary purpose is loving You, nothing less nothing more.

You are not an illusion because I see You because I hear You and because You are always here with me. It's like telling me my mom is an illusion. We believe in air even though we can't see the molecules. You may argue that we can change air into liquid which we can see. Well, Jesus came to you in human form y didn't you believe?

I love You God forever and ever. My leaders, family, friends and dear will love You forever and ever.