Hello, I am basically a gal who loves God, her family and of course her dear dear Clark. Hmm not to forget my friends too! Currently in the process of finding out what she really wants to do for her life and prays that everyday is a good day with all her loved ones. :)

like i wat told my friend, i m quite lazy today. think will only manage to hit 10 hrs of studying hours. usually can hit like 11 or 12 or in gd times, 13. haha maybe because today is on organic chem. a topic i dun quite like ever since last sem. since this is the flow for today. shall blog a bit of my life. so long never update, have i lose any readers? nvm, if u manage to c this post, it means u r a faithful person. the test of time will sieve those who are faithful and those not so quite. haha.

hmm... last duty was not good at all. i realise one thing. when the expectations of 2 parties do not match, disappointment comes in. i was understudy for external traffic last sat. hmm... what can i say... actually i already planned how i m going to take the duty... what i want to learn since i don't do external traffic often. but i din start off too well. firstly i rushed down from cg, so really not sure of what are the main things for today's svc. i have also allocated certain manpower but some of the decisions were overrided so i began to be unsure of my manpower allocation. sigh then my ushers did not extend their barricade enough cause they are scared they will go curvy wavey and wasted a bit of time in setting them up. the flow is already very wrong... nvm i buck myself up... really wanted to ask things but i c my traffic 1's face, i feel that asking more will only irritate her further... . When you work with ppl, it's important that u have a flow with her... why... sometimes i thot she has finished giving her instructions already... so was in a hurry to carry them out... but it turned there's more... got to learn to go off at the right timing... . thanks to clark, i spend a lot of time trying to fix my comm set as well. haha no lah i dun blame clark, the day is just not my day... there's simply no sign of leadership shown that day.

dear all, i m not whining... just really wan to reflect on the things to learn... but i really enjoy taking charge totally myself more ha. i think the main problem is our definition of understudy. i thot my duty is more of observing n really wanted to ask her abt many things cause many things are not reflected in the SOP of traffic 1. but i guess hers was more of me really taking charge while she perhaps point out certain things along the way. Got to up my capacity. Like what Pst Kong said. Leaders make things happen! doesn't matter how many traffic understudy i have to go. i will emerge to be a reliable and good traffic 1. i m sure. cause in the past i m blur abt serving stage and pst's row. if u know me, u will know my failures have been written in the textbook of stage and zone A ic. but now. like what florence said, it's gd to put u in that position because all the possible mistakes ever made u have already made them all. Same with taking a zone. from a girl who always open up more rows then she shld have. i can now say no more booking in ur face. ha. i will show florence the grad ceremony of traffic one.

continue to pray for me guys and gals that i will score good results to glorify God! :)

Cg growing! We are in the will of God. :)

Thot of the day: God is good. My parents are good. My brother is good. My relatives are good. My friends are good. My leaders are good. Dear is good. What more can i ask for? :)