Hello, I am basically a gal who loves God, her family and of course her dear dear Clark. Hmm not to forget my friends too! Currently in the process of finding out what she really wants to do for her life and prays that everyday is a good day with all her loved ones. :)

listening to one of the song from our children church...
Sometimes i wish that i can go back to the past, where everything is so simple.
we play together regardless of race, colours, languages' differences.
we usu dun say mean words unless our parents told us.
we get hurt when we get rejected but very happy when we get accepted. we dun hold grudges that we were once rejected. we just feel happy to be playing together again.
we only know how to play, true we may not know how to care much but we dun hurt each other so there's not much need for us to be extra caring. the furthest we think of is what will we eat or play tom.
When we start to grow up, complexity sets in. we hurt others and others hurt us. sometimes i wish i have a time machine to stop the pain inflicted on my loved ones. but i don't have one and God knows how long we take to heal over these wounds. we have fear, insecurity and worries about the future. I told God Lord if this is the thorn which Paul talked about that we can't get rid of in this world the God let me just experience it here. We made a pact that i would not feel that way in Heaven again. Maybe i won't be able to get rid of this thorn but Lord protect my loved ones from this thorn and use this thorn to help me draw nearer to You.
People this blog shows the best truth about Peifen. I am serious. I am not good with talking... I am better in writing them down. So if you want to know the true me, this is it. This blog doesn't lie. My blog is not like Xueying, almost 90% of positive words but this is a account of Peifen's life. A life touched by God. if it touches you, it's a bonus..
Dun be alarmed by the negativity shown, rem i said this is a life touched by God. it doesn't matter how we start, it matters how we end. amen.

Thot: I love You Jesus, i will grow up loving You. I love You Jesus, I will grow up serving You. I will never forget, never forget, I will grow up loving You.