Hello, I am basically a gal who loves God, her family and of course her dear dear Clark. Hmm not to forget my friends too! Currently in the process of finding out what she really wants to do for her life and prays that everyday is a good day with all her loved ones. :)

Yeah, the 1-week hols for NUS has started! if it started any later, i think i will go bonkers. true to what i said 2 weeks ago, the 2 weeks had been really intensive. I m like studying every moments i had... was quite tired n stressed over the tests. Although i had said before between physically tired n emotionally exhausted, i would choose the former anytime but still it's not good to be physically tired for 2 weeks. anyway, it's over n i m going to enjoy my rest for now. in 1-hr time, i got to meet somebody near my house, hopefully i still have time to rest for a while after blogging before meeting the person.

Group 2 survived yest's duty, my B2 duty was ok i guess but overall we survived albeit we were really really low in manpower. Guess nothing is impossible with God, hopefully my ushers can rest on alternate weeks now.

Sigh, since my cg know already i guess i can blog out my feelings. i m always torn between cg n ministry. i mean i love both sides even in this cg which i have only been for 7 months. yet it kind of hurts when each side needs u n u just have to choose one. especially the one which u did not choose will think u abandon them. sigh sigh sigh. if u ask me ultimately who will i choose, it will be usher. NOT because i dun love my cg but really my calling is there. If God calls me to help out in cg then of course i will choose to stay. I mean i won't know if few years down will i be a SL or wat. I only know for now this is where God wants me to be. I don't deny that it can feel physically tired serving but the kind of satisfaction i get when i serve makes the tireness nothing. I can serve for hours without feeling much tired most of the times. it's only later then i drop dead on my bed ha. I will be in this cg hopefully till multiplication then c where God leads. Sometimes i guess, purpose is associated with sacrifice.

wanna go HK. anyone wans to join me after my exams?

Thot of the day: Dear, you're my hero! (a thot after sun svc)