Hello, I am basically a gal who loves God, her family and of course her dear dear Clark. Hmm not to forget my friends too! Currently in the process of finding out what she really wants to do for her life and prays that everyday is a good day with all her loved ones. :)

I am studying retrosynthetic analysis for organic chemistry now. i m beliving God for a breakthrough in this topic, amen.

many ppl on msn now have the nick, "don't take too long to say 'I love you' to the one you love". I totally agree with that. Who except God knows how long we will live on this earth. Pls dun let your loved ones slipped you by without hearing the deepest feeling you feel about them.

Birthday is coming m i excited? I m not so sure since I m not even entirely sure how i m going to spend the day. Birthday used to be a taboo for me cause of certain disapointments i received in the past. but now i always try to be happy on this day even if nothing special really happen. I guess my disappointments come from the fact that the celebration usually dun match up to my expectations. What expectations do i have? hmm i really wan to feel 'one n only' on that day. I dun really like feeling that oh, it's another member's birthday, oh it's one of my children's birthday. I wan to feel like hey it's 'PEIFEN'S BIRTHDAY.' hey that you are really one n only special friend, child of mine that kind. abstract? maybe.

I am trying to reach out to my brother now n one friend. I really hope the love of God will touch their hearts and that they will find back their confidence in lives.

Thot of the day: Tomorrow going to c movie with dear. :)