Hello, I am basically a gal who loves God, her family and of course her dear dear Clark. Hmm not to forget my friends too! Currently in the process of finding out what she really wants to do for her life and prays that everyday is a good day with all her loved ones. :)

i hate feeling this way. this is a feeling that i can't really describe well. sometimes my heart just feel down, empty and like seeking for something to fill it.
i think the thing is love. whenever i m feeling this way only means that there is not really anyone around me.
i look blessed. i m blessed but really sometimes i wish that there is always someone by my side.
My mom loves me a lot but i hardly see her. she goes to work at 7am n come back at ten plus in the night. i used to be able to share all that is in my life to her but lately i find that it's getting increasingly harder to say. but nevertheless i love her and constantly tries to share my life with her. that's almost the same to other of my family members.
i don't know if feeling this way means that i m an attention-grabber. i hope not cause i dun really wan to see myself becoming this kind of person.
tat's y i need God. He is able to keep talking to me all day long. He is like the volunteer who gives food to the refugees. He gives me hope n love. That's y even tho i feel like this, i still have the capacity to love others.
God, take away this feeling soon. when this happens help me know n feel loved because of You. i know i m constantly loved by my family, friends and dear. N it is my prayer that You used me to love them back too. In Jesus' name, amen. :)