Hello, I am basically a gal who loves God, her family and of course her dear dear Clark. Hmm not to forget my friends too! Currently in the process of finding out what she really wants to do for her life and prays that everyday is a good day with all her loved ones. :)

Was feeling frustrated last night n even in the first half of the day.
then i was prompted in the morning to read the book Happiness is.
every day there is a new msg for happiness.
well i m now on day 3. it says Happiness is a way of mind. There is a saying by someone that I am happy because i think i m. well i certainly wasn't happy in the morning because i was thinking that i m not happy.
i know what God is trying to say. so i literally try to force myself to think of happiness.
n i now i m much happier. i think shopping at the bazaar n talking to my fren wanyu help also. ha. i bought a belt which i really really need n 2 tops which i like it also.
another gd thing happen also. i act forgot to ballot for one tut slot. so instead of my ideal thurs 2-4 timeslot, i got a thurs 4-6 one. i was quite scared that the person can only squeeze me into a fri one. that would be so yucks.
God is good. even tho sometimes obedience requires my sacrifice but i know all things work together for my good.
Just saw Grace's blog. m very touched by her love for her grandma. i m so mad at myself for taking my grandma's consistent love n care by my side for granted. i really missed her. one of the happiest moments in my love are the times spent at her house during the wkends n hols. everytime i think of her, i will always cry a bucket. i really hope to be able to go back to that place again. i dun wan to dwell on the past. but i really want to tell her something important n i jus wan to keep her alive in my memories. i really m crying now...