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Time: 11:22am Mon

This is my 614th post on this blog...
i m quite amazed at myself actually because i have actually maintained
this blog or a more or less regular frequency for hmm 3 years plus? i think.
have started out a blog before this but was too lazy to maintain till i have forgotten the password ha.

Today marks the start of my full schedule in NIE.
hmm trying to make use of my long break worthwhile...

I sat here recollecting of what this blog had went through with me for the past 3 years plus. I had started this blog just when i started out my second year in NUS.
It has recorded my memories of my struggles in school, ministry, relationship, revelations and many more. it was also my place of refuge at times when i couldn't find anyone to talk to.

while fond memories are good, i can't look back to the past.
As i enter into a new phase of my life I felt that i need to put a closure to my life and since my life has been pretty closely connected to this blog, I am thinking of shifting into a new blog.

Name not yet thought of and definitely have not yet created one.
thank you for accompanying me through the reading of these entries thus far.
as i put down my past and enter into a new phase, pray for me that it will be a beautiful one.

shall reveal the name of the blog here after some time but in the mean time
i wan to say a formal bye.

signing off
peifen'09

One of my fav pastime is to look at blogs
recently i went to look at some of the blogs
of my frens who are currently in a loving relationship
and i can really feel the love flowing out of them
and i just feel happy for them
to be in such a loving relationship ha.





can't help feeling nervous for the things to come
and excited *like a child haha
i pray for trust from my leaders. :x

i m trying and learning to be more patient with people
to shower them with love and respect them more of who they are
as unique individuals

thot of many things lately
and i realize that what i have been through lately
has certainly caused me to be less judgmental lately.
We dun see, dun hear and neither experience what they have been through
i am less likely to pass my judgment down as before
but instead i will try to understand what they are really thinking about

i m speaking in parables... lol

Honestly sometimes i just feel angry at attitudes in work, any form of work.
A little appreciation, a little more explanation, a little more patience
wouldn't really hurt would it?
On the other hand, I am guilty myself of doing that sometimes.
I need to be more self conscious of that from now on.
Or could it be my passion for doing all these has been declining? -.-'

i dun know... i hope not...

Time check:: 1:04am mon night

am not very good with finance
the only thing i know is to save
and it's hard when there are so many things i wanted to buy. :x
this month i had splurge on quite a lot of things
my specs, haircut, new stationary etc

went down to NUH earlier on
about an hr plus after we reached, jace's dad passed away.
i feel her quite a bit
it's like only earlier this year that i was in the same position as her.
but she's much stronger than i m.
i kept much emotions to myself but she chose to find support in her frens.
i had 5 mths to say goodbye and i love you to papa
jace only had less than 5 days and her dad was unconscious throughout.
why do things like this happen? no one know
we can only move on...

my hair is significantly lighter now..
getting sleepy now...

Time: 3:03pm thurs

Hasn't been blogging for a long time...
i caught up to 4 movies in the recent wk. haha
the proposal, G.I.Joe, UP and Where got ghost
(i can hear vanessa saying peifen you got a lot of time lol)

enjoyed UP the most
in fact i like PIXAR movies
maybe i shld start collecting all the animations they had produced.

NIE is ok so far because my CS subjects have not yet started
i m so not looking forward to the 5 hr break that i will have in sch on some days. :(

planning to go korea at year end
and bintan in oct.

so wanna go overseas... haha...